i'm going to stop spending so much money next year (: save up for my lent term trip. and stop buying stuff. i'm going to live off presents. so there.

3 more days and i'm back home (:

i need to put my world in order again. its going to be the hardest thing i've ever done, but it has to be done.

i've never been so ok with being alone. and yet i've never felt more alone.

i suppose that's an improvement

i miss my angela puppy alr ):

i feel like such a fool sometimes. hah. after all the shit, after the numerous let-downs, after the million and one times of saying goodbye. here i am, being the idiot again.

i'm tired. i really am.